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hangat mentari dan terangnya rembulan
mengiringi hari-hariku yang tetap tanpa kehadiranmu
indahnya pelangi yang terbit kala sinar matamu menembus relung hatiku

pantaskah diriku ingin mengharapkan
suatu yang lebih dari hanya sekedar perhatian
dari dirimu yang kau anggap biasa saja

atau mestikah ku simpan dalam diri
lalu kuendapkan rasa ini terus selama-lamanya

diriku cinta dirimu
dan hanya itulah satu
yang aku tak jujur kepadamu
kuingin engkau mengerti
mungkinkah engkau sadari
cinta yang ada di hatiku
tanpa sepatah katapun ku ucapkan padamu

oh sayang
dapatkah aku memanggilmu sayang

sampai kapan
akupun tak sanggup tuk pastikan
kudapat memendam seluruh rasa ini

dengarlah jeritan hatiku untukmu oh
dan aku ingin engkau mengerti apa yang dihatiku
sanubariku kita kan berdua selamanya

vierra-rasa ini

ku tak percaya
kau ada disini
menemaniku
di saat dia pergi

sungguh bahagia
kau ada disini
menghapus semua
sakit yang kurasa

mungkinkah kau merasakan
semua yang ku pasrahkan
dengarlah kasih

ku suka dirinya
mungkin aku sayang
namun apakah mungkin
kau menjadi milikku

kau pernah menjadi
menjadi miliknya
namun salahkah aku
bila ku pendam rasa ini

David Archuleta-A Little too not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all
that's what i tell my self
what we had has come and gone
you're better off with
someone else

it's for the best i know it is but i see you
sometimes i try to hide what i feel inside
and i turn around you're with her now
i just can' figure it out

tell me why you're so hard to forget
don't remind me,i'm not over it
tell me why i can't seem to face the truth
i'm just a little to not over you

aren't memories supposed to fade?
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off,let it go
didn't think it'd be this hard

should be strong,movin' on but i see you
sometimes i try to hide what i feel inside
and i turn around.you're with her out
i just can't figure it out

tell me why you're so hard to forget
don't remind me, i'm not over it
tell me why i can't seem to face the truth
i'm just a little too not over you

maybe i regret everything i said
no way to take it all back,yeah
now i'm on my own, how i let you go
l'll never understand
i'll never understand !

Tell me thy you're so hard to forget
don't remind me, i'm not over it
tell me why i can't seem to face the truth
i'm just a little too not over you,not over you

tell me why you're so hard to forget
don't remind me, i'm not over it
tell me why i can't seem to face the truth
and i really don't know what to do
i'm just a little too not over you,not over you

H-2 lebaran

eiya, gua mau cerita tentang hari ini. sumpah ya, hari ini tuh gua ngeliat musibah banyaaaak banget. ckck. nih:

1. gua ngeliat bapak-bapak dorong gerobak ketabrak motor sampe berdarah-darah, mana darahnya kentel banget gitu lagi keluar dari kepalanya. naudzublahiminzalik dah. ck. serem men, darahnya kentel banget deh.

2. di tol pas mau balik dari TA, gua ngeliat truk nyungsep. ckck.

udah sih, hehe. tapi ada satu yang aneeh. masa pas udah masuk gang barcelona gua liat ada sepatu sepasang yang dibuang. gokil meen, padahal sepatunya masih cakep. ckck

eiya, kemarin gua ga ol msn dan ga sms demy dulu. gua mau ngosongin pikiran dulu. dan dia juga ga sms gua duluan. mungkin dia udah tau kali ya

dan tadi gua ol msn, terus yang gue dapet adalah dc ber jam-jam -,- dan juga demy yang berstatus away. padahal gua mau nanyain semuanya ke diaaa. ck. elaaaaah.

please dong sumpah kalo ga away jangan di away-in. aku mau nanya. dan kamu jujur aja kalo jawabannya tuh emang "iya" karena aku juga ga bakal marah Dem. ga ngerasa gimanaaa gitu apa. kita udah lost contact selama 40 jam -__-''

Miley Cyrus-7 things

I probably shouldn’t say this

But at times I get so scared

When I think about the previous

Relationship we shared

It was awesome, but we lost it

It’s not possible for me, not to care

And now we’re standing in the rain

But nothing’s ever gonna change

until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

The 7 things I hate about you, oh you

You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don’t know which side to buy

Your friends, they’re jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

It’s awkward and it’s silent

As I wait for you to say

What I need to hear now

Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I’ll believe it

If you text it, I’ll delete it

Let’s be clear

Oh I’m not coming back

You’re taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you

You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don’t know which side to buy

Your friends, they’re jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

And compared to all the great things

That would take too long to write

I probably should mention

The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you

Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi’s

When we kiss I’m hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy

Your hands in mine

When we’re intertwined, everything’s alright

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I like most that you do

You make me love you

You do

Westlife-My love

An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I'm all alone and the rooms are getting smaller

I wonder how,
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had, the songs we sang together

And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seem so far

So I say a little prayer
And hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again, my love

Overseas from coast to coast
To find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again, my love

I try to read
I go to work
I'm laughing with my friends
But I can't stop to keep myself from thinking

I wonder how,
I wonder why
I wonder where they are

The days we had, the songs we sang together
And oh my love
I'm holding on forever
Reaching for a love that seem so far

To hold you in my arms
To promise you my love
To tell you from the heart
You're all I'm thinking of

I'm reaching for a love seem so far

Westlife ft Diana Rose-When You Tell me that You Love Me

I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies

I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain

I know whats beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero

Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you

Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark

When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does

You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everythings easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero

Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you

Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark

When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero

Ill make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you

Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
Im shining like a candle in the dark

When you tell me that you love me

You love me

When you tell me that you love me

hutang ibunda kepada anaknya

saat sang ibu sedang memasak di dapur, anaknya menulis di sebuah kertas. lalu anak itu menyerahkan secarik kertas tadi kepada ibu.

Ibu lalu membacanya, dan ibu murung saat membaca kertas itu. kertas itu bertuliskan "untuk menjaga adik 1.5 dinar, untuk belanja ke supermarket, 2.5 dinar, untuk belanja ke supermarket 2 dinar, untuk mengepel lantai 2.5 dinar. hutang ibu 8.5 dinar"

Lalu Ibu menulis di kertas tadi "untuk mengandungmu selama 9 bulan gratis, untuk memberikan ASI padamu gratis, untuk membuat makananmu gratis, untuk pakaian yang ibu belikan gratis, untuk memenuhi seluruh permintaanmu selama ini gratis, untuk merawatmu selama ini gratis, untuk menjagamu selama ini gratis, untuk menyekolahkanmu gratis, untuk mengantar-jemput sekolahmu gratis, untuk kasih sayang dan cinta tulus yang ibu berikan selama ini gratis."

sang anak membaca kertas itu, lalu matanya berkaca-kaca. Ia pun menuliskan di kertas itu "LUNAS"

manusia kasar. -,-

sebelumnya, maaf kalo postingan ini mengandung banyak kata-kata yang tidak wajar

hmm, gue mau nanya dulu deh. apa sih alasan kalian sebagai manusia ngatain manusia lain dengan kata-kata "anjing", "tai", "babi" sejak kapan sih kalian mulai berani ngomong kaya gitu? semuna apa sih kalian sampe ga berani ngomong gitu di depan orang tua, guru atau dosen kalian? ck. ga mikir ya sebelum ngomong kaya gitu?

sekarang coba deh mikir. atas dasar apa kalian ngatain orang kaya gitu?

dan mikir lagi. apa pernah anjing ngatain anjing lainnya dengan kata-kata "manusia"?
apa pernah tai ngatain tai lainnya dengan kata "orang"?
apa pernah babi ngatain babi lainnya dengan kata "cewek" atau "cowok"?

kenapa ya orang yang ngomong kaya gitu tuh ga pernah mikir. ga pernah kasian sama anjing, tai, dan babi.

apa gara-gara mereka haram atau bernajis terus kalian seenaknya sendiri ngatain mereka dengan kata-kata itu? mereka tuh ga salah apa-apa kan sama kalian?

bayangin deh sekarang. apa ada manusia yang bisa hidup tanpa pup(tai)? ga ada kan?
apa jadinya polisi tanpa bantuan anjing pelacak?
apa jadinya orang yang suka daging babi kalo ga ada babi?

ckck. mikir dulu dong kalo mau ngomong. gimana perasaan orang yang lo katain? ha? mikir dulu gimana kalo lo yang dikatain! jadi orang kasar banget sih lo! pantesan aja orang-orang ilfeel sama lo. ga usah muna deh! emang lo kira gue ga bisa marah? gue tuh udah kelewat sabar Din sama lo. salah apa sih gue sama lo sampe lo giniin gue. kalo mau saingan nilai oke. tapi yang fair dong. jangan lo bawa tuh temen-temen lo yang kaya gitu. apa hubungannya nilai gue, nilai lo sama mereka? udah cukup sabar gue selama ini buat ngadepin lo. tapi emang dasar lonya aja yang ga tau makasih.

Mariah Carey-Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it
But you kept me in line
I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through

All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show it
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one
I wish that you were here
To celebrate together
I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night
With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye

Mamas, daddys, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by

And it's true that you've
Reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye

Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

For my dad

Miley Cyrus ft Billy Ray Cyrus-Butterfly fly away

You tuck me in,
Turn out the light
Kept me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that.

Brush my teeth and comb my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when I looked back.

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be.

And when I couldn't sleep at night
Scared* things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me.

Caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream

Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry hold on tight.

I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly Fly Away

Butterfly Fly Away (butterfly fly away.)

Flap your wing now you cant stay
Take those dreams and make them all come true

Butterfly Fly Away (butterfly fly away)

We been waiting for this day
All along and know just what to do

Butterfly,
Butterfly,
Butterfly,

Butterfly Fly Away.

(Butterfly Fly Away.)

(Butterfly Fly Away...)

Milley Cyrus-The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I’m dreamin
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
"you’ll never reach it"

Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with ’known direction
My faith is shakin
But I gotta keep tryin
Gotta keep my handheld high

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.

Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.

The struggles I’m facing.
The chances I’m taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I’m not breaking.

I may not know it but these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah.
I Just gotta keep going.
And I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on,’cause,

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose.

Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.
Yeah-yeah

There’s always gonna be another mountain.
I’m always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes you’re gonna have to lose.

Ain’t about how fast I get there.
Ain’t about what’s waitin on the other side.
It’s the climb.

Yeah-yeah-yea

Keep on moving,
Keep climbing,
Keep the faith,
Baby

It’s all about,
It’s all about the climb
Keep your faith,
Keep your faith
Whoa, O Whoa

Hanya Dapat Mengeluh

Selama ini kalo suhu udaranya panas, gue cuma bisa bilang, 'aduh, panas banget deh' tanpa peduliin orang lain.

Padahal kalo gue keluar dari perumahan tempat gue tinggal, gue bisa ngeliat yang lebih parah.
Ada tukang es cendol yang rela panas-panasan buat nafkahin anak istrinya, atau dirinya sendiri.
Tapi dia ga mengeluh.

Dia malah lebih semangat waktu ingat, keluarganya nunggu dia di rumah.
Walaupun kadang-kadang dia pulang dengan tangan kosong, dia ga nyerah. Dia tetap jualan lagi besoknya, tanpa mikirin hari ini panas atau hujan.

Impian Mereka

Jadinya, kemarin gue ikut bokap gue ke kantornya, terus gue ngeliat ada pedagang makanan tradisional. Terus pedagang itu natap ke jalanan. Jalanan itu isinya mobil-mobil yang lewat kenceng. Gue mikir apa orang itu mimpi buat punya mobil? Apa gue juga suatu saat bisa jualan gitu? Gue fiikir, dunia itu kan bisa berputar. Berarti, roda kehidupan juga kan?

Terus tadi pas mau jalan ke puncak gue isi bensin dulu. Terus abis itu ada anak-anak kecil ngamen. Mereka bertiga ngintip-ngintip ke dalam mobil. Akhirnya, gue mikir lagi. Mungkin ga sih kalau anak-anak tadi mimpi bisa naik mobil gini?

Selama ini, kalau gue jalan sama keluarga, gue boros banget. Ngga mentingin dan ga mikir, "Apakah benda yang gue beli ini pasti gue pakai? Pasti berguna bagi gue? Dan apakah masih ada banyak orang yang ga sempet mikir untuk beli tas, sendal, spatu. Tapi mereka hanya panas-panasan untuk nyari sesuap nasi. Ternyata selama ini gue boros dan berdosa banget. Gue sering ga ngehargain bokap nyokap cari uang. Susah payah. Uang itu malah gue abisin buat beli pulsa lah, ini lah, itu lah. Ternyata gue salah.

Anugrah Terindah

Melihat tawamu
Mendengar senandungmu
Terlihat jelas di mataku
Warna-warna indahmu

Menatap langkahmu
Meratapi kisah hidupmu
Terlihat jelas bahwa hatimu
Anugrah terindah yang pernah kumiliki

sifatmu kan slalu
Redakan ambisiku
Tepikan khilafku
Dari bunga yang layu

saat kau disisiku
Kembali dunia teriak
Tegaskan bahwa kamu
Anugrah terindah yang pernah kumiliki

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